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Wednesday, August 2nd, 2006
11:05 pm	i don't know Peace by weezer More and more I can't say no So afraid of letting go If there's something I can grab You can bet I'll pay the tab Counting all the flowers Waste the precious hours I need to find some peace All these problems on my mind Make it hard for me to think There is no way I can stop My poor brain is gonna' pop And I don't have a purpose Scattered on the surface I need to find some peace And all the broken tethers We can bring together I need to find some peace I need to find some peace I need to find some peace *sigh* ever feel like something is wrong but you just don't know what. or you just don't want to believe it's true. idk i'm going crazy. later desi Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: peace-weezer
2:26 am	so what's new? well things are kinda back to normal. katie and dave are back after being gone for a week. so last night me, will, char, katie, amy, dave, dana, nick, and kate n went over to vet's park which was awesome as always. gotta love the musical swings lol. after that we went to a beach near my house where char and katie swam and we watched an awesome blood red moon. it was amazing. tonight me, chad, will, char, katie, amy, dana, nick, kate n, kyle d, and jamie went to grandma eckerts to swim later cait met up with us and we went over to chad's to play pit. things i've learned these past fews days *watching the stars is always fun *john jacob is fun to sing in different accents *i love fireworks *never eat a lemon without sugar *the best time to go to Ihop is 3 in the morning *everything is funny at 5 in the morning on *for some reason at 7 in the morning you can't stay up anymore *the best days of my summer are when i'm just talking to my best friend *physics (spelling?) can be fun and have some good information *cyrstal can always give me really good advice *being mad at someone for something they did to someone else is just dumb *chad can fit a whole lemon in his mouth *sometimes we do things for people even though it makes us miserable *i miss my sister/family *sometimes things don't turn out the way you planned them too *i hate when the power goes out *late nights with friends are always the best *sometimes the things you want are just out of reach *i hurt myself more then i know *i can't stand when people tell me what to do *i find comfort in music *i need a car talk *there is a difference between friendly flirty and flirty lol (and this one has nothing to do with me) *old games are always fun *sometimes we forget who we really are. we get lost in who we should be or who we want to be. * i just want to do things the right way i think that's it for right now desi Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: moulin rouge-bolero
1:51 am	Chapter One Does your boyfriend give you weird nicknames? sometimes What is your REAL name? desi Do you appreciate it? yeah i guess What is your name as it appears on your Birth Certificate? desiree Do you prefer your middle/second name to your first name? no Has anyone ever made fun of your last name? yes Does anyone ever misspell your name? Oh god yes How old are you? 20 What season were you born in? spring Does this season suit you? Yes Were you late or premature? in the middle How did you celebrate your last birthday? an amazing birthday outting as always Do you still live in your hometown? yes What kind of town is it? it's turning into a city Is it famous? kinda i guess What is your nationality? mostly Italian Are you proud of it? of course What does your voice sound like? Ask people that hear me talk. Chapter Two How much do you care about clothes? i like them i think we should all wear them What was the last item of clothing you bought? i don't remember Could you spend hours in a dressing room trying clothes on? no the last time i went to a store was with chad so he could buy pants and while he tried on clothes i sat on the couch like you would see most guys lol it was funny. Or are you one of those people who truly loathe shop mirrors? No Are you more of a window shopper than a free shopper? idk What do you spend most of your money on? food and my friends How important is your appearance to you? it important but i don't do too much for it Describe your; Hair: Reddish brown, angled curly Eyes: hazel Body shape: skinny Lips: idk normal Legs: big thighs or so i think Stomach: skinny Nose: italian Hands: small with long fingers Fingernails: short What shampoo and conditioner do you use? whatever is in the shower Is it a special type of stuff? yeah Do you enjoy bubble baths? not in my tub my tub is small How often do you take them? never How long can you lay in them? i wouldn't know Do you read in the bath? no What bath creme/etc do you use? who cares Do you prefer showers to baths? yes Do you shower daily? Yes What shower gel or soap do you use? whatever is in the shower Do you wash with flannels or sponges? with soap What time of the day do you shower/bath? depends Do you blow dry or air dry your hair? no What colour is it? what my hair? brown What colour is your bathroom? White What kind of shoes do you wear? sandals which just pisses chad off. te he. :D Do you believe in the theory "you can always tell what kind of person someone is by their shoes"? maybe it would make a lot of sense i guess. What do you sleep in? Pjs Do you wear make up daily? no What, out of the following, do you use?: Foundation: No Powder: No Pencil Eyeliner: Sometimes Liquid Eyeliner: no Blusher: Yes Eye shadow: Sometimes Mascara: Yes Lipstick: no Lipgloss: yes What is your favorite make up brand? idk Do you think you are naturally pretty, without make up? yeah i guess people have always told me i have a natural beauty. i don't know i think i'm alright Do you think you need make up to feel and look attractive? sometimes So describe some of the clothes you wear?: jeans and shirts that's about it How often do you pluck your eyebrows? a lot How often do you shave your legs? a lot Chapter Three Bold what applies to your personality I am: SENSITIVE Insensitive WARM-HEARTED A tough cookie CUTE SWEET CREATIVE PASSIONATE ROMANTIC AFFECTIONATE Unlovable MANIC DEPRESSIVE Depressed Unhappy HAPPY Thrilled INTELLIGENT Bright Dumb Miserable Selfish RANDOM Articulate ARTISTIC A DAY DREAMER STRANGE WEIRD FUN SPONTANEOUS Mischievous Naughty DIRTY-MINDED Kinky Slutty BITCHY Two-faced Irritable SHORT-TEMPERED Loud QUIET OUTGOING SHY Psycho MUSICAL ARTY WITTY WISE NERVOUS Confident Annoying SERIOUS Light-hearted EMOTIONAL FUNNY SILLY Stupid CRAZY Egotistical BUBBLY Laid back CASUAL EASY GOING TRUSTWORTHY PHOTOGENIC LOVING AFRAID WILLING Optimistic Pessimistic SUPERSTITIOUSS Bookworm PROCRASTINATOR Bone Idle FRIENDLY POLITE Rude Reclusive Anti-social SOCIAL Gay STRAIGHT Bisexual A Failure A Success Color blind JEALOUS FREE WILLED DEFENSIVE SENTIMENTAL Ambitious Easily offended OPEN MINDED Ignorant Close minded Hypocritical Chapter Four How much television do you watch a day? i watch it at night Guide me through your day of TV Shows (what you usually watch in a day?) talk shows at night like leno or o'brien, maybe peewee's playhouse or family guy What are your favourite TV Shows? i have a few Are you watching anything right now? no because my cable is out What was the last DVD you watched? peewee herman live lol What was the last Album you listened to?hair What are you reading at the moment? this survery What games do you play? anything that chad makes up for us What do you love to do during your spare time? spend time with my frinds Do you have a job? ...no What do you want to do? teach sign language On an average day, how do you spend it? go out with my friends What did you do today? went to class, had lunch with cyrstal, when home with will, went over his house, went to grandma ecerkt's with will, chad, char, nick, dana, katie, amy, cait, kyle d, and jamie, went over chad's and played pit and watched chad eat a lemon. good times good times What music have you listened to today? hair, weezer and some random stuff How much time do you spend online? not too too much What else do you do on the computer? char, research, and go on myspace What are your favourite outdoor activities? running around with my friends What is your favourite season? Fall and spring What is your favourite type of music?rock a guess Do you listen to a wide range of music or one particular kind? A wide range What brand is your stereo? idk How many Cds can it take? 3 What CD do you listen to most? i have no idea What are your favourite films? the nightmare before christmas, anything by tim burton Current Mood: tired Current Music: rolling stones-wild horses
1:31 am	bored 1. What are your siblings' middle names? lee 2. Where is your dad right now? texas 3. What was the last thing you said? bye 4. What is something you've learned recently? sometimes we do things to make other people happy even though it makes us miserable. : ( 5. What color is your watch? black with suns in the middle 6. What do you think of when you think of Australia? kangaroos, koalas, cute guys with accents lol 7. When was the last time you squatted to pee? probably in a public bathroom because it was gross lol. what kind of question is that. i mean seriously who thinks of a question like that. 8. Who is the last person you liked? lol 9. Are you close to your mom? everyday i little less sadly but hey that's growing up. 10. Where does your best friend work? target, perkins, dentist, micheals. 11. What is your least attractive feature? the dark lines under my eyes. 12. How old were you when you started wearing a bra? young 13. What color are your pants? i'm wearing a skirt 14. Do you have a roommate? no 15. What color is your bedroom flooring? carpet colored. 16. Do you have a chair in your room? yes 17. What time of day were you born? night 18. do you know someone who is engaged? i don't think so 19. What's your favorite number(s)? 4 20. Do you know anyone named Laurie? nope 21. What color is your mom's hair? brown 22. Do you have a dog? no 23. Where did you live in 1987? with my mom and dad 24. What happened to you in 1993? i was in 1st grade i believe 25. Does your first memory involve your dad? umm no 26. Do you remember singing any songs as kids? all the time. 27. When was the last time you went swimming? tonight 28. Has your luggage ever gotten lost? no, luckily 29. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? maybe 2 days ago 30. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? no but i did go camping with my family 31. Do you play an instrument? guitar 32. Have you ever thought it would be cool to smash a guitar? no i love my guitars 33. Do you like fire? yup 34. Where is your best friend from? i think from around here. 35. Are you allergic to anything? hahaha *throws book on table* when your done reading let me know. i find something new i'm allergic too everyday. 36. When was the last time you cried? not too long ago 37. What kind of shampoo do you use? whatever is in the shower. 38. Have you ever been to a spa? no. 39. Were you popular in high school? to my friends lol 40. Did you take science all four years of high school? yea 41. Do you like butterflies? yea 42. What is the last book you read? umm i started to read son of a witch but it never happened 43. Do you like Coke or Pepsi more? neither if you read the book of all the shit desi is allergic too you would know this 44. What is one thing you miss about your past? somethings were easier then now. 45. Did you ever see the school nurse? a lot actually. 46. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? yeah. 47. What is one thing you've learned about your life recently? i don't know how to describe it but i guess this quote will work. " That's why I couldn't be happier No, I couldn't be happier Though it is, I admit the tiniest bit unlike I anticipated But I couldn't be happier Simply couldn't be happier Well - not "simply" Cause getting your dreams It's strange, but it seems A little - well - complicated There's a kind of a sort of : cost There's a couple of things get: lost There are bridges you cross You didn't know you crossed Until you've crossed And if that joy, that thrill Doesn't thrill you like you think it will Still - With this perfect finale The cheers and ballyhoo Who Wouldn't be happier? So I couldn't be happier Because happy is what happens When all your dreams come true Well, isn't it? 48. Are you jealous of anyone? yeah,i'm a jealous person 49. Is anyone jealous of you? maybe, but I don't know who would be. 50. When was the last time you were in an elevator? when i went to the doctor Current Mood: confused Current Music: george harrison-cheer down
Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
11:53 pm	DANCE YOUR CARES AWAY! At this time myspace is down for some reason that is unknown so I was bored and did this quiz. ps i for some reason people can't leave comments on my journal and i don't know how to change it if you can help me.... umm.. tell me. Which Fraggle are you? You're Mokey Fraggle! Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code YAY boober is my best friend! desi Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Fraggle Rock theme
Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
12:02 pm	survery Put an 'x' in the box next to the things you`ve done. [ ] I`ve mowed my own lawn before. [ ] I have lived or currently live on main street. [x] I`ve been to the police station for whatever reason. [x] I`ve ridden in a police car for whatever reason. [x] I`ve drank spoiled milk. [ ] I`ve gotten beat up. [ ] I`ve beaten someone up. [x] I`ve lied to my best friend. [ ] I`ve gotten drunk before. [ ] I`ve smoked a cigarette before. [ ] I`ve done drugs before. [x] I kissed the opposite sex before. [ ] I kissed the same sex before. [x] I`ve been away from home for more then a week. [ ] I`ve gotten into a car accident. [x] I`ve been robbed. [x] I`ve broken the law. [ ] I`ve been to jail / juvenile hall. [ ] I`ve had the cops called on me. [x] I`ve called the cops on somebody else. [ ] I`ve had one of my websites deleted because of inappropriate content. [x] I`ve seen porn before, accidental or not. [ ] I`ve taken nude photos of myself. [ ] I`ve been sexually harassed online by someone I knew. [ ] I`ve been sexually harassed online by someone I met online. [ ] I`ve stripped on webcam. [x] I`ve never been to church. [x] I`ve never made my confirmation. [x]I`ve never made my communion. [ ] I`ve never been baptized. [x] I`ve converted from the religion I was born into. [ ] I`ve been so drunk I couldn`t remember what I did the night/day before. [ ] I`ve snuck out of the house. [x] I`ve never touched drugs before. [ ] I`ve held a gun before. [ ] I had to repeat a grade. [ ] I failed more than one subject this year. [ ] I`ve been out of the country. [ ] I never had a job before. [x] I`ve been out of state (province) [x] I`ve been onstage before. [x] I`ve been in a play and messed up. [ ] I participated in a talent show. [ ] I can`t remember anything from when I was a baby. [ ] I can`t remember my elementary school years. [ ] I`ve skipped a grade. [x] I`ve made straight A honor roll. [x] I`ve made the regular honor roll. [ ] I`ve never been on the honor roll. [ ] I`m in T.A.G. or used to be in T.A.G. [ ] My longest relationship was only a week. [ ] My longest relationship was a month. [ ] I`ve never had a significant other. [ ] I`ve forced myself to throw-up before. [ ] I`ve tried to starve myself. [x] I`ve been on a diet. [x] Sometimes I skip meals for whatever reason. (hahaha it's called no money) [x] I`ve tried being a vegetarian and I couldn`t do it. [ ] I`ve tried being a vegetarian and it worked. [ ] I`ve been to a private school. [x] I`ve kissed someone in the rain. [x] I`ve kissed someone in the snow. [ ] I`ve gotten detention at school. [ ] I`ve gotten expelled from school. [ ] I`ve gotten suspended from school. [ ] I`ve cursed at a teacher. [ ] I`ve been extremely close to dying. [x] I`ve touched a live snake. [x] I`ve been lost in my own neighborhood. [ ] I`ve taken medicine I didn`t need. [ ] I`ve tried to kill myself before. [ ] I`ve had suicidal thoughts. [x] I`ve had sexual thoughts. [ ] I`ve had thoughts about killing someone. [ ] I`ve driven a car while I was underaged. [x] I`ve drank when I was underaged. [ ] I`ve gotten lost in a mall. [ ] I`ve lost a loved one this year. [ ] I`ve set a fire while cooking. [ ] I`ve never been to Disney World/Land. [ ] I`ve damaged a room or more of my house by fire. [ ] I`ve experienced a tornado. [x] I`ve experienced a hurricane. [x] I`ve experienced an extremely violent thunder storm. [x] I`ve lost electricity for a full 24 hours or more. [x] I`ve been stranded inside because of a snow storm. [ ] I`ve never seen snow before. [x] I`ve passed out from excessive heat. [ ] I`ve gotten frost bite. [x] I`ve been dehydrated. [x] I almost passed out from running track on a hot day. [x] I`ve passed out in school. [x] I`ve been sent home from school because I was really (not faking it) sick. [x] I`ve missed a week or more of school. [x] I`ve gotten surgery, minor or major. [x] I`ve gotten braces put on. [x] I`ve been rushed to the emergency room. [x] I`ve made a prank call. [ ] I`ve prank called 911. [ ] I stole from my best friend before. [x] I`ve done community service. [x] I`ve held over $200 in my hands (whether it was mine or not). [x] I`ve cheated on a test. [x] I`ve cheated on a quiz. [x] I`ve copied homework from someone else. [x] I`ve let someone copy my work. [ ] I`ve plagarized someone`s work. [ ] I`ve been plagarized myself. [x] I`ve made my parents cry (tears or joy or sadness). [x] I`ve cried for no reason. [ ] I`ve stalked someone. [x] I`ve been stalked. [ ] I hacked someone before. [ ] I`ve done sexual things for money. Bold/or X [ ] I'm gay/lez/bi [ ] I have a boyfriend or girlfriend [ ] I'm currently in Jr. High [ ] I'm currently in High school [x] I'm currently attending college [ ] I'm between the ages of 8-12 [ ] I'm between the ages of 13-17 [x] I'm between the ages of 18-22 [ ] I'm between the ages of 23-27 [ ] I'm between the ages of 27-105 [ ] I currently have a part time job [] I currently have a full time job [ ] I mow lawns on the weekends for extra cash [ ] My guardian(s) give me an allowance [ ] My guardian(s) give me money whenever I want to go somewhere [x] My parents are divorced [x] I live with my mom [ ] I live with my dad [ ] My parents are still together [ ] I'm adopted [ ] My foster parents are divorced [ ] I'm a test tube baby [] I'm depresed [ ] I've cut myself to take away the pain (or I still do) [ ] I came close to comiting suicide more than once [ ] I am currently taking medicine to help deal with my depresion [X] I want to get better [x] No one knows the real me [x] I write poems about how i feel when I'm depresed [x] I write poems [ ] I write short stories [x] I write songs [x] I can play a musical instrument [ ] I'm in band or orchestra [ ] I'm in a band [x] I want to be in a band (/am starting a band) [x] I currently have a crush on someone [x] I currently love some one [ ] I am in a relationship right now [ ] I'm married [x] I've told someone that you love more than just a friend 'i love you' [ ] I've told a complete stranger 'I love you' [x] I've been told 'I love you' by someone [x] I've been told 'I love you' more than once or by several people [x] I've been kissed on the cheek [x] I've been kissed on the neck or eyelids or forehead [x] I've made out with the opposite sex before [ ] I've made out with the same sex before [x] I've had sex before [] I'm a virgin [ ] I love anime [x] I have this strange obsession of an animal [x] I love greek mythology [x] I love x-men [x] I love hard rock or metal [x] I love The Ramones [ ] I love rap/R&B [ ] I love boy bands and pop stars [x] I love emo music [x] I like/love jazz [ ] I love country [x] I love blues [ ] I love tejano [ ] I speak more than one language not including sign language (FUCK YOU MAN!) [ ] I put a lot of effort in the way I look [x] I would wear pajama's to work/ school for all I care [ ] I wear makeup everyday [x] I have a pice of jewlery I wear 24/7 [ ] I meet a lot of people throgh Xanga or LJ or My Space [ ] over half my buddy list is people I've never seen before [x] I love to swim [x] I've been on an island before [x] I've felt the ocean water with my feet [x] I've watched a sun set with someone special [x] I get sick a lot or very fast [ ] I dye my hair [ ] I wear colored contacts [x] I wear contacts because i have very poor vision [ ] I wear braces or use a retainer [x] I wear glasses [ ] I'm disturbed [ ] I'm possessed [ ] I'm gothic [ ] I'm a punk [ ] I'm emo [ ] I'm Christian emo [ ] I'm missunderstood [ ] I'm a getto chicka [ ] I'm a gangsta [ ] I'm a Cowboy [ ] I'm a Cowgirl [x] I F%CKING HATE LABELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ ] I can't wait for this survey to be over! [ ] Im glad this survey is over!!! [ ]I am male. [x]I am female. [x]I'm tall. [ ]I'm short. [x]I have kinda longish hair. [ ]I have shoulder length hair. [ ]I have short hair. [x]I always wear my hair down. [ ]I always wear my hair up. [ ]I wear it both ways. [ ]I wear pigtails. [ ]I've dyed my hair. [x]I am single. [ ]I am taken. [x]I am in love. [ ]I am married. [x]I want to get married eventually. [ ]I'm not sure if I want to get married. [ ]I have children. [x]I want children someday. [ ]I'm not sure if I want children. [x]I like long surveys. [x]I'm a random person. [x] I'm shy. [x]I'm friendly. [x]I'm loud. [x]I'm quiet. [ ]I have brown eyes. [ ]I have blue eyes. [ ]I have green eyes. [x]I have hazel eyes. [ ]I'm a vegetarian. [ ]I wish I lived somewhere else. [x]I like where I live. [ ]I've traveled out of the country. [ ]My favorite kind of movies are romantic. [x]My favorite kind of movies are comedy. [ ]My favorite kind of movies are horror. [x]My favorite kind of movies are musicals. [ ]My favorite kind of movies are dramatic. [ ]My favorite kind of movies are action. [ ]My favorite kind of movies are something not mentioned. [x]I have a best friend. [ ]I'm gay. [ ]I'm a lesbian. [ ]I'm bisexual. [x]I'm straight. [ ]I have a fetish. [x]My favorite kind of music is rock. [ ]My favorite kind of music is pop. [ ]My favorite kind of music is country. [ ]My favorite kind of music is rap. [ ]My favorite kind of music is hip hop. [x]My favorite kind of music is classic rock. [ ]My favorite kind of music is punk. [ ]My favorite kind of music is metal. [x]My favorite kind of music is industrial. [ ]My favorite kind of music is classical. [ ]My favorite kind of music is gothic. [ ]My favorite kind of music is grunge. [ ]My favorite kind of music is emo/screamo. [ ]My favorite kind of music is 80s stuff. [ ]My favorite kind of music is club/techno. [ ]My favorite kind of music is something not mentioned. [ ]I'm scared of clowns. [ ]I'm scared of spiders. [x]I'm scared of death. [x]I'm scared of heights. [ ]I'm scared of commitment. [x]I'm scared of the supernatural. Isn't that funny [ ]I'm scared of blood. [x]I'm scared of the dark. [ ]I'm scared of thunder/lightening. [ ]I'm scared of needles. [x]I'm scared of something not common. [x]I get scared easily. [ ]I'm not really scared of anything. [ ]It takes a lot to scare me. [ ]My favorite TV show is a reality show. [x]I always eat breakfast. [ ]I'm online too much. [ ]I watch too much TV. [ ]I like video games. [x]I love art. [ x]I can draw well. []I can't draw to save my life. [x]I like school. [ ]I'm in high school. [x]I have at least one mean teacher. [ ]I'm planning on going to college. [ ]I have a job. [ ]My future career has something to do with the arts. [ ]My future career has something to do with the law. []My future career has something to do with medicine. [ ]My future career has something to do with entertainment. [ ]My future career has something to do with kids. [ ]My future career has something to do with animals. [x]My future career invloves something else. [ ]I dont know what I want to be. []I wear make up. []I'm a virgin. [ ]I'm not a virgin. ok how many times are we going to be asked this question? [ ]I'm not a virgin but I wish I still was. [ ]I'm a virgin but wish I wasnt. [x]I can't live without my guitar. [ ]I cant live without my drumset. [ ]I cant live without my piano/keyboard. [ ]I can't live without my phone. [ ]I can't live without my computer. [x]I can't live without my camera. OMG THAT WOULD SUCK [ ]I can't live without my TV. [ ]My favorite type of food is Mexican. [x]My favorite type of food is Italian. [ ]My favorite type of food is Chinese. [ ]My favorite type of food is American. [ ]My favorite type of food is something exotic. [ ]I don't have a favorite type. [x]My favorite color is blue. [ ]My favorite color is red. [ ]My favorite color is green. [ ]My favorite color is orange. [ ]My favorite color is black. [ ]My favorite color is yellow. [ ]My favorite color is white. [ ]My favorite color is gray. [ ]My favorite color is pink. [ ]My favorite color is purple. [ ]My favorite color is something else. [ ]I dont have a favorite color. [x]I like a lot of colors. [x]I'm against war. [ ]I support war. [ ]I dont really care about war. [x]My room is messy. [ ]I share a room. [x]I have my own. [ ]I have brothers. [x]I have sisters. [ ]They're older. [x]They're younger. [ ]Some are older, some are younger. [ ]They're stepbrothers/sisters. [x]They're half brothers/sisters. [x]I get along with my siblings. [x]I'm an only child. HA I get to be both [x]I get sad easily. [ ]I get mad easily. [x]I get annoyed easily. [x]I get disappointed easily. [ ]I get bored easily. [x]I'm easily amused. [x]I laugh when I'm nervous. [ ] I stutter when I'm nervous. [x]I bite my nails. [ ]I chew on pens. [x]I shake my leg. [x]I can sing well. [x]I love to sing. []I suck at singing but I do it anyway. [x]I sing in the shower. [x]I'm ok with my body. [ ]I dont like my body. [ ]I like gory movies. [ ]I've been in a car accident. []I've been stung by a bee. [x]I've sprained my ankle. [x]I've broken a bone. [ x]I've gotten stitches. [ ]I've been rushed to the hospital in an ambulance. []I have an iPod. [ ]I have an MP3 player. [x]I have a CD player. []I download music. [x]I have pets. [ ]I've smoked a ciggerette. [ ]I've smoked weed. [ ]I've done hard drugs. [x]I like to read. [x]I like to write. [x]I'm allergic to something. [x]I know what turns me on. [ ]I have a lot of money. [ ]I'm sick. [ ]I've cut myself. [ ]I've thought about suicide. [ ]I've tried to commit suicide. [ ]I've written a suicide note. [x]I regret some things I've done. [x]I believe in God. [ ]I'm Atheist. [x]I'm Christian. [ ]I'm Wiccan. [ ]I'm Satanic. [ ]I'm Catholic. [ ]I'm Jewish. [ ]I'm Muslim. [ ]I'm Mormon. [ ]I'm Agnostic. [ ]I'm a Jehovah's Witness. [ ]I'm something not mentioned here. [ ]I've kissed someone of the same sex. [x]I've kissed someone of the opposite sex. [x]I've been in a serious relationship. [x]I've dated someone for over a year. [ ]I've never had a boy/girl friend. [x]My first kiss was amazing. i'm going to change this question. "my first kiss with a certain someone was amazing. [ ]I dont remember my first kiss. [ ]I never had a first kiss. [ ]I didnt like my first kiss. [x]I've gotten attached to someone. [x]I like someone right now. [x]They like me, too. [ ]They dont like me. [ ]They dont know I like them. [x]I like one of my friends. [x]I have a lava lamp. [x]I have candles. [x]I have incense. [ ]I have a black light. [x]I wear jewelry. [x]I have a favorite actor. [ ]I have a favorite actress. [x]I still have something from when I was a baby. [x]I have stuffed animals. [x]I'm a shopoholic. [ ]I'm eating. [ ]I'm drinking something. [ ]I'm watching something. []I'm listening to music. [x]I'm a hypocondriac. [x]I have ADD. [x]I have my ears pierced. [ ]I have my eyebrow pierced. [ ]I have my lip pierced. [ ]I have my tounge pierced. [ ]I have my nose pierced. [ ]I have my bellybutton pierced. [ ]I want more piercings. [ ]I have a tattoo. [ ]I want a tattoo. [x]I chew gum. [x]I eat mints. []I paint my nails. [x]I wear glasses. [x]I wear contacts. []I wear perfume. [x]I wear skirts. [x]I wear body spray. [ ]I wear a watch. [x]I carry a wallet. [ ]I have braces. [ ]I wear retainers. [x]I mostly wear pants. [ ]I mostly wear skirts. [ ]I mostly wear shorts. [ ]I mostly wear tank tops. [x]I mostly wear t-shirts. [ ]I mostly wear long sleeved. [x]I have lots of clothes. []I have lots of shoes. []My favorite season is winter. [ ]My favorite season is summer. [x]My favorite season is spring. [x]My favorite season is fall. [ ]I'm a hopeless romantic. [x]I'd rather live in the country than the city. [ ]I'd rather live in the city then the country. [x]I like writing letters. [x]I'd take another survey like this if it came around THE LAST TIME I WAS HIGH never MY IDEAL BREAKFAST pancakes with oj I LOVE IT WHEN A GUY is funny WHEN I LOOK RIGHT I SEE the wall WHEN I LOOK LEFT I SEE the printer MY DREAM DATE IS something romatic with the one that i love A BETTER NAME FOR ME WOULD BE Eerised WHEN I WAS 5 I was really cute lol THE LAST TIME I HAD SEX long time and that's a good thing ULTIMATE CAREER GOAL BY THIS TIME NEXT YEAR interpeter IF I WON AN AWARD I'D THANK my friends, family and God YOU KNOW I LIKE YOU IF "I am all over you" that's what the last person wrote on here and i like it. i agree MY FAVORITE QUOTE "Life is what happens to you while your busy making other plans." John Lennon WHO I'D BE IN HISTORY john lennon, tim burton COUNTRY I MOST WANT TO VISIT somewhere tropical or green lol CARTOON THEY SHOULD BRING BACK animaniacs!, or ren and stimpy NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I tried to kill myself MY GREATEST FEAR losing everything WORST BREAK-UP will WHY WON'T ANYONE understand NEXT TIME I GO TO CHURCH i'll sit next to chad's parents (like i always do) FAVORITE SONG LINE "why live life from dream to dream and dread the day when dreaming ends." "suddenly the world seems such a perfect place suddenly it moves with such a perfect pace suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste. it all revolves around you." "loves not a three way street you'll never know really love until you love yourself i should know." BIGGEST TURN-ONS sense of humor, intellect, smile, eyes MY FANTASY IS be happy LOVE OR MONEY love I ONCE MET daivd hyde pierce and hunk azario PET PEEVES when people piss on the toilet seat. arg! it's gross. CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF!!!! MY BEST ATTRIBUTE IS idk I NEED TO IMPROVE myself I REGRET THIS A LITTLE not being able to tell people how i really feel. Current Mood: stressed Current Music: fiona apple -once my lover now my friend.
Tuesday, July 11th, 2006
2:40 pm	Colorgenics You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'. You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events. Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress. As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care. You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalise but you need to realise a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Hair-Let the sunshine
Friday, July 7th, 2006
12:04 am	Oh crap oh crap oh crap oh crap oh crap on a crap cracker! So just when things were getting all good and settled again everything just starts to blow up in my face. I think i need to get out of tr for a little while and visit my grandparents or my dad or something. i don't know. i guess i just need to clear my mind. on the plus side my mom bought this great pirates game which me, chad, and amy played with and had a blast. then today i played it with will and he didn't like it. so like el poopy pants. anyway amy bought benny and joon, and blow can't wait to watch them. pirates comes out tomorrow. i'm excited! oh well hope tomorrow is better "another time another place another day." desi Current Mood: blah Current Music: George Harrison- Cheer down
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
1:24 pm	much ado about nothing well i really haven't used this journal in a long time so i did some tidying up on it and deleted a whole bunch of just...crap. so time for an entry... Went camping with Will, Char, Veronica, Toni and Kyle to my family reunion which was amazing. Everyone is just so funny when there drunk. : D Learned a new great game called Asshole (DRINK!) which is really funny and is a drinking game... except none of us drink so we just shouted DRINK and took an imaginary sip. Came back from PA on Sunday and enjoyed an awesome thunder storm which really cooled things off and on Monday I got to see Torin after 8 months of him being away. Afterwards I hung out with Amy and we played some scary computer games (lol) till 1 in the morning. On the 4th my mom and I went to the new Surf Taco and went shopping and bought the new Pirates games. When I got home I called Amy and we headed over to the BYC to watch the fireworks but we got there really early so we took a walk to Beachwood Beach and sat with Nick, Dana, and Kate for a little while. While we were there Chad called me and told me he just got back home from his trip and we made a plan to come over after the fireworks. Half way through the fireworks me and Amy decided it would be better to leave before the fireworks were over, because of the traffic, so we left and got stuck behind old people. They are really dangerous driver! Seriously they shouldn't even be allowed on the road. Anyway, over to Chad's we went with our Pirates game which we so much fun. Chad and Amy fought with each other half the game which was pretty funny. It's so amausing to watch them fight with each other. So now i'm waiting for my mom to get out of the shower so i can get in and i'm bored. that's all for now. later desi Current Mood: excited Current Music: nacho libre- im proud i am
Friday, January 6th, 2006
5:02 pm	peter pan rocks my socks i know i havn't given this journal out to anyone but i figured i'd write a little post on here. congrats to charlene for getting peter pan. i'm so excited for you dear! anyway i got the rest of my wisdom teeth out yesturday so in afterwords i'm a chipmunk lol. well that's about it. love desi Current Mood: sore Current Music: rent- take me or leave me